Eye Of The Camera

I really do not like this photo. I look like a complete fake. As if im wearing a mask?

I wish to have natural beauty sometimes, instead of having to make myself look 'beautiful' with make-up! It would save time, And effort. I usually experiment with my make-up! I hate looking the same all the time. However i do not love changing my hair, Long and blonde is how i like it. I used to also be picked on for being blonde. Dizzy Izzy was my nick-name because i was blonde people instantly thought i was dumb? Why? Blonde hair does not make you dumb being blonde is just the same as being ginger really yes? it does not boost your intelligence. Or make you any less smart! I must admit i wasnt the best at Maths English or Science, but i tried to do my best, However i was not the worst. I was average. I hate that word, When someone calls you average, A part of me feels so simple, Simple things can be amazing, also boring. Maybe i should try and be more normal looking? No mom. Mom thinks instead of doing 'odd' photoshoots i should do normal ones, whats a normal photoshoot? I like having more complicated things than easy things. When somethings complicated and you complete it i feel as if i've acheived something. However if its simple i feel nothing. As if my result was expected.
I feel as if i talk to much about myself, And not other things. So in my next few blogs im going to try and base the blog on something else. I'll post some webcam pictures up instead. Or maybe i should take some on my phone aswell. Yes. So its not always a modeled photo you're looking at. I feel as if its repeating itself all the time. Izzy Hilton.